#23071, Prestige Shantiniketan, Whitefield, Bangalore-560048
When Tarika joined the HKT’s Inside Out Labs program, she was a high-functioning student at a prestigious university. On paper, she was doing well. Inside, she was running on pure cortisol.
Perhaps the most telling detail was that Tarika didn’t realize her level of distress was abnormal. “I didn’t even know my brain was over-firing,” she recalls. “I thought this level of constant internal noise was just what ‘being a student’ felt like.”
Tarika believed she needed stress to perform. She would wait until 12 hours before a deadline to start, relying on the chemical rush of the fight-or-flight response to trigger focus.
To avoid the pain of external judgment, she became the "Class Clown," roasting herself publicly before anyone else could. This safety mechanism was quietly eroding her self-worth and confidence.
Stemming from years in boarding school, Tarika’s “internal judge” was constantly scanning for danger or mistakes. This state of "Red Alert" consumed massive amounts of mental energy, leaving her exhausted before she even opened a textbook.